I'm Afraid

I'm Afraid......
that i wont live forever.
I'm afraid......
that i'll be alone for the rest of my life.
I'm Afraid......
that you will spill all my secrets out.
I'm Afraid......
that the memory of you will be forgotten.
I'm Afraid......
for your soul.
I'm afraid of eternity.

Growing Up

Randomly written by Random-

Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches 
Oh sweet childish innocence
salty tears in a hot chocolate cup
T-ball bats and
kites stuck in trees
Dependent on my snuggle bear
Kisses from mom and a wave goodbye
on a school bus ride to hell

First kiss under the schoolyard tree
notes passed in secrecy
Muddy shoes all over a bleach white floor
ripped shirts from climbing trees
baseball bats and
kites stuck in branches
Pokemon cards
and cracked compact discs

Algebra and leather footballs
Perky models with beach blonde hair
Rave pits and rock concerts
virginity lost beneath my bed
stories read and forgotten
cause I didn’t even care
“All niters” and caffeine drinks
 graduation caps and diplomas
And colleges by the sea



 

Blades

Randomly written by Random-

Oh blades of mine where have you been?
I feared, for so long, that I'd never see you again.

I lost you somewhere, along life's road,
But now you're back to help with my load.

My sadness and pain were not complete without you,
You helped me to cope, and control my thoughts too.

Though you and i have an invisible bond,
I keep you here with me through a mark on my arm.

I'll put you away now; where you will be safe,
And where I can find you, when I need relief.